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aliypop · 4 years ago

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Is Where The Heart Is (Part 2 of Home)

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A/N: Part two of Home, I wanted to write something for Isabasia / Isabella so here it is

Translation : Ingen bekymringer i det hele tatt / No worries at all

Hold kjeft vær så snill! /Shut up Please!

Beklager / Sorry

"Asgard is a people, but you are my home." That was the last thing that Isabella had remembered aside from Thor's touches and kisses: her mind raced to what could have been if she stayed in Vanaheim instead of following her father to Midgard,

Would she have been forever in love with Thor, or would he have been so unobtainable that she'd have to settle for less? Laying amongst the silk sheets in Tony's bed, she could almost feel his presence the small talks that they'd share weren't about what S.H.I.E.L.D wanted but rather what she wanted and what was behind the big scary hydra agent who worked for Fury on the side, "Jarvis shower."

"Shit..." Isabella mumbled, hearing his footsteps get closer. "You'll never believe the week I had Bella!" Tony smiled, discarding his clothes, "I'm sure it isn't something I could guess..." she covered her mouth, her Vanir accent still there, "Yeah, so it's me capsicle, Banner, and we're talking about the fact that uh Loki green guy kinda handsome almost ruled New York." he poked his head out as she sighed,

"Did I say something wrong..."

"No, it just sounds stressful." Isabella smiled, "Go take your shower. I'll be right here..." she rolled over, nearly melting into the pillows. "You don't have to be... right there, you know." he winked, "Showers big enough for two, and you get Thor's scent off you." Isabella's face went red as Tony laughed,

"Before you say how Jarvis alerted me that you left," he smirked. Isabella winked back at him with her hands up, "Alright, you caught me red-handed." she shifted out the bed and towards Tony, his hands around her waist, careful not to touch the scar that was healing.

Steam formed on the shower doors as Isabella tried to cover herself up, "Issy, it's not like I haven't seen you naked. I mean, it's how we met." Tony kissed her cheek as she laughed, "Well, you were my mission," she blushed as he kissed her neck, right above where Thor did. "I had to seduce you somehow, to either kill you for hydra or recruit you to the Avengers initiative." she shrugged,

"Which you failed to do..." he whispered,

"And what team saved New York from Loki..."Tony got silent, his hands on her waist, "Say it, Stark," she laughed, "Alright, alright, fine, you win." he grumbled, "But you fell in love with me." he gave her a quick peck on the lips catching her towel as it dropped.

"Thor, you haven't eaten..." Astrid looked over from her plate, "If it's about Isabasia... I'd say move on." she shrugged, but Thor couldn't. Of course, it was easy for her to say. She had been mourning Loki's second death gratefully, "Start life on Midgard, after all, you can't be king and... Jane isn't going to wait for you. What do you have to lose."

"Her..." Thor looked at Astrid, her eyes knowing the hurt he was going through, "He couldn't care for her as I do..." Thor sighed, "Or give her anything she desired,"

"Then I don't know, go to her, find her in the city of York!" she stood up, throwing her cup down, "That I will!" Thor kissed her,

"You've been a good friend, thank you..."

"Oh... o-of course!" she blushed, watching as he left, "May the Norns be in your favor... Isabasia's going to kill me."

"And then my sister went into this coma-like sleep..." Isabella laughed, "I cried, I mourned her, and then guess what!" she said, her eyes wide as Tony propped himself on the pillow, "I don't think I can guess really," all his attention on her,

"So Loki, who we thought died,"

"The hot greasy one?"

"Yes, Tony, anyway, he's in her dungeon, and well..."

"Well, what..." Isabella's eyes looked towards ragging storm clouds, lightning, and thunder, a deep sigh, "He kissed her, and she was alive. Give me a moment..." she put on Tony's M.I.T. sweatshirt,

"You're not going out there." Tony looked at her, "You can't just go out there. There's lightning and and rain!"

"Ingen bekymringer i det hele tatt." She smiled, racing towards the door. Thor stood there dry as a bone as he held her hand, "Flowers...from Vanaheim." he kissed her hand, "Thank you...would you like to come in?" Isabella asked, placing the flowers in a vase,

"Bella, are you ok- Thor?"

"Man of Iron."

"And I'm leaving now..." Isabella ducked, "Jarvis!"

" Isabella, why is Tall blonde and handsome here?" Tony asked, watching Thor wink at her, "Something you want to tell me?" Isabella began to feel small as she looked between the two,

"It's not what it looks like..."

"You are a not-so-good liar."

"Thor hold kjeft vær så snill!"

"Beklager..."

"ENGLISH BOTH OF YOU!" Tony growled, jealous of the way Isabella touched Thor's arm.

"What happened back on Asgard, clearly something romantic, of course, but what... did you did you two sleep together or some weird Hobbit magic!"

"Tony..."

"And if she were to..." Thor stood in front of her shielding her away from Starks anger,

"I mean, it's her business, but what about us..." he looked at her,

"The party... The nights we've shared."

"Tony... We agreed, no strings attached. You weren't ready and..." she looked at Thor then at Tony, " I am..." she raised her hands, " I want to cut the strings, Tony, I do, but you don't."

"What makes you so sure..."

"You still look at Pepper and reporters, and you kept in contact with that one Wayne guy." she laughed, "But, Thor, he knows what he wants." she smiled as he munched on a pop-tart,

"That is true... Tony, do you have milk?"

"Top shelf in the fridge, big guy." his eyes falling to his ass,

"Asgardian grown, it's even better without any pants." Isabella laughed,

"Why all that trouble, huh..."

"Being starved of attention does it for you... I had affection, but the attention fell on my sister," she laughed, "Coulda been the queen of the nine realms, but she chose Loki..."

"That is... because they were happy together!" Thor smiled, crumbs on his face, "And she knew I liked you. You're sister scares me." he walked over, sitting between both her and Tony, as their eyes met,

" Pop-tart in these trying times?"

"What flavor..."

"Blueberry."

Isabella laughed, "I'll take one too..." she sighed, laying across both their laps, "I couldn't choose which one I'd love more if Hydra wanted to shoot me." she looked up at them both, "And believe me they want to." Isabella smiled,

"So who's it going to be..." Tony asked, growing impatient.

"Well, I'll settle for both of you." she smirked, " And you two can compete with me over dinner, wine, and mayhaps some fun."

"Do you think sending him back was wise..." Loki asked as Astrid laughed, "Darling, what's funny."

"I can't take you as seriously as Odin..." she nearly cackled. As he transformed back into himself, she felt his hands ghost over her upper thigh, "What about now." he whispered. "Well, I could take you more than just seriously..." Astrid smirked, dropping her robe from her body.

#tony x oc #thor x oc #poly couple #astrid sodotirr loki oc #Isabella sodotirr thor oc #thor fanfiction #thor odinson #loki fanfic #loki x oc #Loki Laufeyson #marvel fanfiction #new #new stuff #tell me if you like it #tell me what you think

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ranger-jedi-knight · 5 years ago

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A New Hero Chap 14

AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/20887313/chapters/59619589 Taglist: ASK AND YOU SHALL BE PUT ON~~!!!!

Ok, so here’s the next chap! Sorry about the wait, life got....interesting to say the least. At long last tho, we have Mari n Co heading to Gotham finally! Cant wait for the small reunion later this chap!! I FORGOT THE TWEETS AGAIN DAMNIT!!!!!! I am SOOOO sorry i WILL remember to keep addin them on at the ends!!!

“Your brother wants me and Lana to what?” Alya asked looking over at Dick tired.

“Stay put. Easy!” Dick replied and Alya glared at him.

“Uh, huh. He wants, me a Detective to not leave the precinct, and Lana, a college student to not move even tho she has cleanses to go to?” she repeated and Dick pressed his lips together.

“Ok, when you put it like that-” he started but got cut off by Alya putting her hand over Dick’s.

“Damian isn’t even here. Why does he care what we do since your his brother who should get his butt over to the airport since his flight should be landing in 20 or so minutes and its already 9:50. Get your ass over to that airport to give your brother a hug,” Alya said glaring and Dick yelped. “Ya, give a call when your getting back since well, you’ll see,” she said gripping his shirt and pulling him close and DIck swallowed the lump in his throat, “that Babs ain’t the only one to kick your ass into shape.”

A smirk grew on Dick’s face at that. “Is that a promise?” he teased and Alya scoffed pushing him back.

“You had your chance buddy. Now get outta here before I make you regret being late to seeing Damian arrive,” she said and Dick gave a mock salute before scurrying off, grabbing his keys as he ran while their fellow cops laugh around them.

“Did he really have a chance?” A British African American FBI agent asked as he watched Dick leave, his accent still going strong even tho he’s been in New Jersey for the last 5 years.

“Eh, possibly, Xavier. I do have eyes you know,” she said and Xavier snorted as he straightened his stack of papers. “Once maybe, until you realize he’ll only have eyes for Babs,” she continued and Xavier nodded.

“You’ll find love, I’m sure of it. If Shrek can find love as an Ogre, so can you,” Xavier said and Alya made a fake offended sound in response.

“Are you saying I look like an Ogre?” she asked and Xavier raised his hands in defense. “Not at all!” he said and some people hummed at that.

“It really sounded like it~!” the precincts secretary, Mira, hummed out with a smirk and Xavier glared over at her.

“Don’t anger the Goddess! She’ll rain down on you the wrath of almighty Zeus himself!” a different cop, Sarah she thought, shouted causing Alya to snort.

“I ain’t no Goddess, silly!” she shouted over to them. The cop in question, it was Sarah she can recognize that golden blonde ponytail anywhere, stuck her head out the break room with a look.

“No, you are a Goddess. Especially in that flowing dress, you wore for the Halloween party Dick threw,” she called and Alya rolled her eyes as some nodded agreement.

“You guys are ridiculous, get back to work,” she called and that had everyone nodding agreement while Alya chuckled to herself as she went to her desk. Xavier followed and leaned against the desk with his hip.

“Sticking a pin in that ‘Is Alya Grayson a Goddess or Not’ conversation,” he said chuckling softly, “I do hope whatever it is Dick’s brother has planned for you is nice,” he said and Alya smiled at him while nodding slowly.

“So do I. Now, isn’t Agent Fornell waiting for those documents your holding?” she asked and Xavier nodded with a smile.

“That he is. Talk to you later then. Goodbye!” he said beaming as he walked backward, waving to everyone who returned it before he left the precinct.

Alya shook her head as she pulled her phone out and texted Lana: Als: Heads up, Damian apparently wants you and I to stay put where we r

Eagle-eye: whys that???? We rnt the closest

Als: who knows. Dick was just sending the message. idk, maybe Mari wants to hug us when she arrives?

Eagle-eye: maybe. I dont got time to theorize, got a test to do

Als: GL!!

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Mari was bouncing between Damian and Xander as they boarded the plane finally after waiting for so long. They had to deal with morning traffic which took forever it felt like before they arrived an hour and a half arrive before their flight left making sure they didn’t have to worry about security taking forever. And the whole time Mari stared at the desk with her leg bouncing.

With 30 minutes to spare, Ms. Bustier arrived, the last one too. The other students had converged in the gate slowly at different times but with enough time to not worry. But Ms. Bustier arrived with less than 30 minutes to spare causing her class to worry.

Which to say the least?

Was awkward.

Alya and the others that didn’t know sat at one side of the gate looking at Mari and the people that knew awkwardly. They felt bad but knew they messed up.

BIG time.

Like MEGA BIG TIME that a simple apology wouldn’t work. It didn’t help that Mari’s friends didn’t let them thru. Kim, Nino, Chloe, Sabrina, Max, Lila, Xan, and Adrien all glared at them while Damian focused on Mari. Meanwhile, Alya, Alix, Mylene, Ivan, and Rose all tried figuring out what they could do to earn favor back from Mari. Juleka was the only one in the pure neutral middle ground. She skimmed the email and knew a movie was being filmed.

But didn’t know Lila was lying for sure.

She could guess. When Mari tried saying that and the disagreed she figured she’d stay quiet. She didn’t need anyone else trying to make her life hell. So Mari was neutral toward the girl as she hasn’t been present at that moment. So she was silently supporting the group and offering tidbits to help them realize that they need to change themselves before trying to regain Mari’s trust and friendship.

Only Time Will Tell.

They boarded the plane and sat back for the long flight. Most of them slept during the trip. Mari and Lila included. The two leaned against each other while Xan and Damian talked. Well, Damian talked. Which was odd. But it distracted Xan from the anxiety pooling in his gut as they flew.

After some time, and some crackers, the dread settled down. Damian told him everything that’s happened in Gotham since he left. Some he didn’t like hearing. But as Damian reminded him, everything was ok. No one is hurt.

Soon after Damian finished, Mari and Lila woke up. Lila smiled as she and Damian switched seats and she took Xan’s hand into hers. “It’ll be fine. They’re going to be so happy to see you,” she said quietly and Xan nodded.

“Even knowing what happened?” he asked and Lila hummed, tracing a finger along the back of his hand in nonsensical patterns.

“Ya, I think so. I think that they’re just going to be so happy that you survived everything and came back to them. From what it sounds like, if you didn’t, you wouldn’t be here today,” Lila whispered leaning her head against his shoulder. In return, Xan lightly leaned his head against her head with a sigh.

“Ya, that’s what Damian said too. I know it’s true, but my head just keeps pushing all these doubts,” he mumbled.

“That’s fair. It’s been 8 years since you’ve seen them. Lana watched you get hit. And then, seemingly right before her eyes, you disappear. People change with time. But, those bonds? They don’t typically change. I bet they still miss you as if it was just yesterday,” she replied and Xan nodded slowly, placing his other hand over their hands, squeezing her hands.

“Thank you,” he whispered as they relaxed in their seats and played a movie for the rest of the flight.

“I hope they enjoy the surprise,” Mari whispered and Damian gave a small nod at that.

“I have no doubt that they’ll love it,” he said and Mari smiled softly at that.

“Ya, and they have you to thank for that,” she said and Damian gave a shrug.

“You did most of the work and helped him get better,” he pointed out and Mari smiled as she pressed a kiss to his cheek, a faint blush on her cheeks from doing that, not seeing Damian’s faint blush either.

“Well, I wouldn’t have been able to help if you hadn’t helped him escape. You may not have stayed, but you certainly did help,” she said softly and Damian nodded slowly at that. He remembered it clearly. Even tho it happened over a year ago, it was clear to him.

Damian had turned the GPS off the batjet and flew to Nanda Parbat. He remembered the boy that his mother kidnapped and brought back to life. He remembered training with him a couple of times to let him know he wouldn’t tolerate anything but perfection. He didn’t know what happened to the boy older than him when he left. But then he learned and regretted everything.

Xander was the little brother to Dick’s partner Alya who disappeared. He learned from Issi that Xan, or better known as Whisper in the League, was alive still and there. She had wanted to help get him out since she helped care for him, but she couldn’t without getting caught or killed for real. But now he’d fix the mistake he made.

It was quite easy to sneak into the building. He made his way to where he remembered his bedroom was. He knocked out any guard he saw and pounded on the door. Xan was wearing his training gear when he opened the door. He didn’t recognize Damian as the angry 9-year-old that beat him up when he first arrived. He was wearing all black with a hood and mask on to hide his identity. “W-who are you?” Xan asked suspiciously as he picked up the sword he kept next to the door.

“Do you want to stay here?” Damian asked and Xan looked at him confused.

“Wha-?”

“Do you want to stay here or escape? I can get you out,” he said and Xan glanced around before nodding slowly.

“I want to go back home,” he said and Damian nodded as he then started tugging Xan out. Damian was shocked he was still able to recognize Xan after all this time and all the changes. He wasn’t the same short, scrawny 11-year-old. He had filled out and was taller than Damian by quite a few inches.

“I’ll get you home then,” he said leading them out. As they ran out in the snow, Damian was behind Xan making sure he didn’t get hit. Which was a miracle in the storm, slipping on hidden ice as they ran. But he had been. So the best bet was to get him to Mari and Fu who would help him heal. So when he reached the outskirts of Paris, he cloaked and flew to an alley near the fight and helped Xan out. “This is as far as I can get you. I’m sorry,” he whispered as Xan gripped his head falling to the ground with his backed pressed to the wall.

“I just wish I could have brought him home all the way,” he whispered and Mari took his hand in hers and gave it a squeeze.

“You did what you could, Dami. He was hurt and needed help. If he had been taken directly to Gotham, who knows what would have happened,” she argued and Damian nodded slowly.

“Yes, I know. I just....when he recognized me when I saw the tat on his back. I....I wasn’t prepared to see the tat on his back and I forgot he was there still. So much happened since I got him out, I forgot he was with you. And he didn’t remember me helping him out. And I told him and he was happy. Even thou I didn’t get him out safely, he was happy,” he said at length and Mari once more squeezed his hand. “Well, that’s probably because he knew you did your best. You went back to get him out of that place unprompted. You could have left him there, but you didn’t. You got him out with only a head injury that made everything fuzzy. Give yourself credit, Dami,” Mari said and Damian gave her a small smile at the end of her little speech.

“Thank you,” he whispered and Mari beamed at him.

After some time, the plane landed and they went thru the sequence to leave. Mari smiled as she watched Dick hug Damian with his brothers behind him smirking at his mock displeasure. When Xan appeared talking to Lila, the entire Wayne Family froze in shock. “Y-you-!” Jason started shocked.

“Xander?” Dick asked, a heartbroken tone in his voice. Xan froze where he was and looked up at the family. He didn’t seem to be breathing as he nodded slowly. “Your alive,” he breathed out before making his way over and setting his hands on Xan’s shoulders. Dick started looking him over while the other two made their way over. He then pulled Xan in for a bone-crushing hug causing a surprise sound to leave Xan. “I’m so glad your alive,” he continued.

“Man, this is your surprise, Pixiepop?” Jason asked and Mari nodded with a smile. “They’re going to love it,” he said messing up both Xan’s and Mari’s hair.

“I hope so,” Mari said and Tim gave Mari a reassuring look.

“Mari, they are going to love this. Dont doubt yourself, you’ll see,” Tim said as the rest of the class left the plane.

“You got him?” Mari asked and the boys nodded as they followed everyone to baggage claim.

“Ya, just meet us at the precinct in 20 minutes. I wouldn’t want you to miss the surprise,” Dick replied and Mari smiled with a nod.

Mari-aculous @MDC_Designs The BIG SURPRISE is in 20 minutes~!! Cant wait to see their faces!!! #soexcited #sosoon #almostthere #surprises Dick @ FlyingGrayson Theyre going to LOVE it! Be prepared for lots of hugs Mari!!!

Ok, so here it is!!! The next chap!!! So this was takin while to push out that I decided I wanted to give the reunion scene a proper thing by giving it its own chap. Next chap we will see the Grayson Reunion!!!!! I cant wait for you guys to see it!!! until next time!! ~Love Willa<3<3<3

#fanfic #fanfic update #update #my writing #A New Hero #ANH #chap 14 #maribat #daminette #ml x dc #long time no update #my bad #lol #Lana Grayson #Alya Grayson #Xander Grayson

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goldenpctals · 4 years ago

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TRUTH BOOTH, elodie edition

GENERAL QUESTIONS

1. Please state your full name: My name is Elodie Yoon-ah Gwan 2. Does your name(s) have any kind of meaning? If so, what is it? Not completely sure? I know Elodie is some kind of flower and Yoon-ah means ‘light of god’ 3. Do you have any nicknames? Sometimes people call be El or Ellie 4. Where were you born? And in which country? I was born in Seoul, South-Korea 5. What is your date of birth? January 4 in year 1996 6. Of course, the following question; what is your Zodiac sign? I’m a Capricorn 7. Do you believe in Zodiac signs? Sometimes? I like to think so? 8. Where do you live? I live in Violet Springs, in Violet Heights to be exact 9. What is your home situation like? (ex. do you live with your family? Your partner etc.?) I live with my two dads, Edwin and Jonah and with my sister, Ruby 10. Do you have any siblings? Yes, I have two sisters. Ruby and Issy Rosini 11. Do you have any kind of allergies? Not that I know of 12. Do you own any pets? If so, what kind of pets are they? Ruby has the most dogs in the house. However, I have a white cocker spaniel. His name is Baloo and he’s the cutest 13. Why did you apply to St Jude’s? Because I love performing, singing and music 14. Did you had to go through a lot audition rounds? A few. My English wasn’t really that good at the time. I still struggle with it every now and then 15. What is the current course you’re following? I study to course Music 16. If you can switch courses, which one would you switch to and why? If I had to switch, I’d probably pick dancing. It’s one of my greatest loves 17. What is your proudest project you’ve done? So far? My song named Solo. I heard it reached millions of views which is crazy 18. What is the proudest project that someone’s else has done? There are a couple. If I keep going I’ll be talking for a couple of days 19. Do you like FanCons? Yes. I love them! 20. What do you like about FanCons? Getting to meet my fans. I didn’t know I had so many people who care about me and my music. It’s a nice feeling 21. What don’t you like about FanCons? It can be overwhelming at times 22. A fan memory that always stuck with you? Can be positive or negative. A fan gave me a painting and it still hanging above my bed. I just love the vibe of it 23. Your favorite event so far? Hm.. Any kind of charity event 24. What kind of event would you like to see in the future? I think this is done before, but St Judes vs. other universities 25. Would you recommend St Jude’s to friends, family. etc? I would. I think this is the perfect place to chase your dreams

PERSONALITY QUESTIONS

26. What are your positive traits? I’d like to say that I’m realistic, patient and hard-working 27. What are you negative traits? Probably that I tend to look shy, I’m very cautious and I don’t trust people so easily 28. What would other people describe you as? A shy and awkwar bean 29. What are your pet peeves? Slow walking... 30. What makes you happy? Music makes me happy. Being with friends and family. Just be around good energy 31. What makes you upset? Seeing anyone I care about upset 32. What is something you love? The universe. I’m obsessed with the moon and the stars 33. What is something you dislike? Anger. I don’t really know why people get so angry or caught up over something 34. What are you strengths? My patience 35. What are you weaknesses? I have quite a few, so I’ll PASS this one 36. A misconception people often think of you? I don’t think I’m here long enough? But if I had to say something, probably that .. I have no idea 37. Do you have any fears? Yes 38. What scares you the most? Losing myself again 39. What do you do to entertain yourself? I make songs and go to the studio 40. What is your MBTI? I think it was ISFP 41. How do you deal with stress? This is something I struggle a lot with. I usually sit on a rooftop and I write down how I feel in lyrics.. I just tend to look at the moon a lot too 42. Are you a determined person? Are you a stubborn person? Determind 43. Do you consider yourself selfish? No, I think I put people’s feelings over mine 44. Would you like to be different? I wish I was stronger, mentally 45. Are you more introverted (focused on your inner world) or more extraverted (focused on other people and the outer world)? Introvert

ROMANCE QUESTIONS

46. What is your sexual orientation? I consider myself heterosexual 47. Current relationship status? Single 48. When was your first kiss? It was a couple of months ago 49. Do you remember your first date? If so, with who was it? What did you do? I don’t think I’ve ever been asked out on a proper date so.. 50. Have you ever experienced heart-break? Unfortunately, yes. But no because of romance 51. Have you ever been in love? (If yes, skip to question 53) No 52. If no, how so? There’s.. this.. like, wall that’s up pretty high? I’ve been through a lot and I refuse to get hurt again. I think I’m just really scared to fall in love with someone. I have experienced crushes.. Now I have a small one on someone I know I can never be with 53. How do you know when you’re in love? n/a 54. What would be your ideal date? My ideal date would be somewhere nice and quiet, maybe like at a lake or beach and a picnic to get to know each other 55. What is your perspective on marriage? When the right person comes, I’ll be open to it. But for now? I’m way too young to get married 56. (only for non-virgins) Are you a sub, dom or switch? n/a 57. What do you think of relationships? I think it’s beautiful how you can share your love with one another 58. What do you think of one-night stands? I’m not someone to do this. I’d rather get to know someone first before I do anything else. Plus, I want to be super comfortable first and even then, I’d only be intimate when I would be in a relationship 59. Are you still a virgin? Yes, I am 60. Most attractive trait in a different person? Loyalty and caring 61. What matters most to you when it comes to a relationship? Being truthful with one another. And also, be patient with one another 62. Are you comfortable with PDA? Or would you be comfortable with PDA? I’m not completely sure. I don’t really like when someone is extreme. I think I’d prefer just holding hands or a hug? 63. Are you more of a type to be asked out or the type to ask the other out? The type to be asked out, I guess? 64. How do you express love to the other? I think I express my love to others by making sure they’re okay? I don’t really know how to answer this 65. Who is your celebrity crush? Ji Chang-Wook.... He’s so so so dreamy

GETTING DEEP QUESTIONS

66. Do you regret anything? Yes 67. Is there something you woule like to re-do? So, start all over again? I’m so grateful for where I am now. However, my past is really hurtful but even though, life goes the way it’s supposed to go.. right? 68. What is something you would never share with anyone? There are so many things that people don’t know about me or my past. Ruby knows a lot.. but she doesn’t know everything yet and I don’t think I can ever share my memories with someone 69. When was the last time you cried? Why did you cry? Just a couple of days ago. I suddenly felt overwhelmed after Felix’s birthday party. Probably a lot of, held back emotions at once 70. Most memorable event that happened in your time in St Judes? This could be anything: Solo being accepted by so many people. It’s still a miracle to me 71. One thing you wish you could do all over? Nothing 72. Someone you miss? There isn’t anyone that I currently miss 73. Something you wish you could forget? My past 74. Who has the biggest impact on you? Ruby 75. What is your perspective on love? Is it beautiful? Does it scare you? I think it can be beautiful in ways but it’s so scary, though? Love can be so hurtful. I’m not totally against it, I love to love, but --- it’s pretty unpredictable 76. What has hurt you in the past that you don’t want others to go through? Anything that I went through the age of 17 until I was adopted by Edwin and Jonah 77. What is something you have gained, something you have lost and something you let go of during the past year? Something I gained? A family. Something you’ve lost? Myself. But I’m doing very well in finding myself again. Something I let go of? Not much. My mind is still full of things that I wish I could forget 78. Have you ever lost a friend? do you wish you would still be friends? Not really? 79. Do you have any triggers? What is the history behind these triggers and are they related to any disorders or mental illnesses? I have panick attacks at certain events or scenarious? (OOC: She has PTSD and has 2 triggers, however, this hasn’t been diagnosed yet) 80. If you could meet your 16 year old self, what would tell them? You’re happy and you’re doing well. However, in a bout a year or so, someone is going to take you away from your family and you’re going through the worst pain in your life. Someone will introduce themselves as some kind of angel to you, but they will turn out to be your worst nightmare. You will go through a lot. Mentally. Physically. Emotionally. This may seem to go on for forever, but you are so strong that you are going to get through this. I’m sorry that I couldn’t protect you....

RANDOM QUESTION ROUND

81. Summer or Winter? Summer 82. Cats or dogs? Dogs 83. Beach or mountains? Beaches 84. Phone calls or texting? Phone calls 85. Have you ever skipped class? Only when I was dealing with mental health or sickness

#stjudestruthbooth

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blackfiremagic · 6 years ago

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Show off your OC: Continued

One of my fave scenes , is one where my OCs come together. ( Shea,Jade and Hera are all there along with some other long running OCs)

Those who sat there now where no ladies of the court but the knights they had always been, the warriors of their home.

Hera sat hands folded before her watching the sisters GreenStone talk. The room was hushed, the looming threat of the unknown hung over them all. They had all heard the warning, they had all been in a sense debriefed.

Battles were never easy. War was not something to be taken lightly. But she had never seen Shea so tense about anything. Even when they all faced off against the Cutlass brothers, angels and dragons Shea had been nothing but confident. Now she looked worried.

The D word had been spoken. That this battle, this war would end with death. Hera looked up and down the table. True they weren’t all battle hardened. Some had only seen a few battles and never a war. But many of them had seen war. She knew none of those there would go lightly.

Shea turned to address the group. Hera looked over the elf. Shea was a short thing. Five foot five maybe. Her hair was dark blue with many streaks of silver through it. Her eyes were eerie, pure silver with no sign of black iris.

She wore what Hera considered basic battle wear, but the mage now even bore a sword that she had not carried in some time. In fact everyone woman there carried a weapon, something physical, more than magic or mere power. Even she was armed to the hilt as if the battle could begin at any moment.

Shea spoke. She gave them no pretty words. She spoke to them like a general would. Yet Shea was hardly what most would see as a general. But As Hera watched her she knew that was just what the mage was. She was the leader of this rag tag group. She was the one here with all the power. No matter who sat there at the table, no matter their age or back ground it was Shea they all would follow. And it was the mage who was the most willing to give up her life.

"I am going to see Issy this day, as soon as I hear from Radella about the children. You did tell her I was coming yes?"

Hera nodded. "Yep. Jade and I are going to head out with some of the soldiers." Shea nodded. "Go then, be careful. The men should return by dusk with news of the reinforcements."

Hera double nodded to that and left the room. Hera Fyre had seen battle and war. Blood shed and death were nothing new to her. Perhaps even the well worn battle ready fighters could need to beef up their skills for what ever or who ever was coming.

There was something about training that made Hera think of old times. Maybe it was that she had been through all these paces before. Or maybe it was knowing what battle and war could bring.

Now as she sat in the shade of the forest after running Cadaria through every pace and every training method both she and Jade could think of Hera sat alone eyes closed.

She had left ashes in her wake. She had both seen and dealt death. And now there was another war coming. Shea had asked her a simple question. Has she given Issy the pendant. The answer was yes. Hera had found the will and way to do just that.

Thinking back to that night Hera opened her eyes. She had stated that Shea had wanted Issy to have it. But in in all truth Hera had wanted it too. To reach out to that one old ally Hera could always count upon.

Looking across the open glen now she watched Jade sparing with some of the soldiers still even as the day lingered on. .. Hera had watched as mounted men and women came towards the woods and disappeared within. The rulers of the kingdoms of Edhel Ndor, Crendia, and Sim'Tahl. They had been gathered and spoken to but now they all came led on by the silent drums of war. Issy had taken the pendant of alliance with out question. It would become a beacon.

Made of elven silver , a tree with a dragon on the left and right and four gems among the trees branches. One for each realm of the alliance. "A token. " She held out the pendant. Hera had laid down just what it did. It opened up the allied realms. But also it would give Shea something to pull from. Hera leaned back upon the tree she sat under. . Her allies were readying for battle and all she knew was that death was coming. She had long ago vowed to die on her feet, to die sword in hand. She had always figured that death would come in Rhydin. Now she was not so sure ~~~~

"Ready as we can be" Jade spoke looking down to Hera. "The allies are coming." Jade looked over her shoulder towards the Dark Enchanted Woods. "Salice will begin speaking to them."

"Shea’s gone to Rhydin." Hera felt the pulse there at her neck.

Jade nodded. "The mage is very busy.""She's hiding something."Again the lupine nodded as she shifted in to the shade. "Shea does what she feels is best."Hera chuckled at that. "She's reached out to old allies. And its not to throw a party this time."

Jade lowered her self to sit beside the fire elf. "She's not the only one who keeps secrets." Jade nodded towards the castle now slowly being hidden by a slow mist.

Hera nodded. "The daughters of the alliance will have powerful allies."Jade smirked. “I always figured I would die fighting some amazing battle in Rhydin.”Hera looked over at the lupine. “What ever is coming it wont be our end Jade. You and I both know the ways of war.” Jade nodded. “Yes we do, but we also are fond of throwing our selves in to the fire, for others.”

Hera smirked. “If it comes to that, then we will all burn together.”That is the way of the alliance.” ~~~~~ Turning she looked to Shea. Though the mage was inches shorter that Hera herself. The firechild felt as if the mage had grown a full ten feet. "Its time isn't it?"

Shea looked off towards the castle and nodded. "There is something I must tell both you and Jade. You wont recall it after the battle. But I feel it is only right to tell you."

Hera leaned on the near by tree and crossed her arms over her chest.

" I have sensed death in this battle, but I do not think it will be a normal death. When I took my heart to the Sacred Tree he saw all that I have seen. I sent the children away to keep them safe. And I have sent the men we all love away. Back to where they came from. Those who did not already go with the children to protect them. At the end of this battle none who are here save the very powerful in Edhel Ndor will recall parts of our alliance.Memories of love and history's will fade. We will not forget our children, but it is the men we love that we are all destine to loose. " Shea looked off towards the misty castle. They were all to loose, her sisters as well. "It is the price of this war."

"All of us?" Hera asked calmly.

"For the few men who went with the children to protect them, their memories may fade. I can not see it for them. For those I sent away they will forget, it will not go all at once, they will not forget their children. It is a breaking of magic. "

"They went willingly?"

"No, nor did any of the others. It was not easy for any of them. In the end it may come that magic rips apart the bonds we have made. That would mean all of them, every last one."

"You said we wont recall this after the battle?"

"Those of great power will. And though you are of great power Hera Fyre. Your memories of what was will be washed away. At the end of the battle, it will feel as if they have died a honored death, and be washed from minds. "

"But you'll know.""I will. Radella, Willow and Anarya. None else. For all else there will be mourning. It is a burden we must all bare."

"Why tell me this if I am going to forget? ""You have an hour, to gather anything you may need from their lands, your old homes and say goodbye. After that The portal will close, perhaps forever."

Hera nodded. She had most of her things with her, she had taken them to GreenStone days ago. But she would go she knew to say goodbye

Hera nodded once more and headed off to the closest portal. ~~~ Fog of War

"There!" Sira's bow fired off, quick and fast as lightning. Hera looked and saw the fog roll in over everyone. "Atara!" Aiden's voice cried out and Hera saw him fade in to the fog as well.

"Be ready!" She's voice called out. Hera drew Alfirin from her back and saw it begin to glow. Though she could see none of her allies she knew they were there.

"Hera." A voice, deep and rich and filled with the past. Turning Hera looked in to the eyes of Byron Druconis her former guild master and head of the Haloisi Akh'Velahr stood before her, as he had years ago long before she had killed him and his fellows.

"Byron." Hera moved in to her defense stance ready now to face his ghost and what ever else or whom ever else he might have brought with him.

~~~~~ Battle and Blood The Haloisi Akh'Velahr were not to be trifled with. They were assassins of the finest order. Yet Hera Fyre had been the ruin of them all. They had sought their own destruction, the moment they crossed her.

She recalled the day fully still. The day the woman she now was was born. She had not been born to blood and war. But had been forged as much as the twin blades she carried. There were few better at it than she had become. She wasn’t arrogant, or fool hearty. She knew the risks of war. She smirked now at Bryon. She was not the same woman who had killed him so long ago. That woman was strong, this one before him now was forged through fires of hell, twice as strong.

There were somethings a warrior like Hera could never forget, or forgive. What Byron had done would damn him to hell for all time as far as she was considered. Alfirin was a solid reminder in her hands of what and who she was fighting for.

Not only her trusted allies here. But for herself, and for those allies she had sought so long ago.

Though she knew the specter before her was real, as real as he had been all those years ago. She knew she could defeat him. It would bot happen as it had before. For they stood on green grass and not within the confines of the old Manor house. She had been young then. So young. But the names of those who she had killed for The assassins would always remain with her. If they had been worthy of their deaths, or if it had always been a joke, some sick joke. Hera Fyre would never know. She could live with it. She had made death her art and in the end. Divine vengeance was hers.

Partenia Harosi,Merrick Ridgley,Carica Rhiamon,Mya Sorin,Dagnar Sirllie,Vana Herie,Kunne Lirie, Jathrn Loremoren,Lady 'Krsha and Andaiti had all died by her hand. One by one she had taken them all down. The might house had fallen and Bryon had been the last one to fall.

It made perfect sense to her. He embodied everything she hated. And everything she fought not to be. Hera would never forget the day she stood there in that burning manor. Set upon killing the man who had taken everything from her. But he had also given her the training that would end him. Hera had never been one to believe in destiny. That was until she met a certain wind mage. She did believe in honor and justice. He had spoken to her then, but the wraith before he wasted no words. He went right in banishing a weapon that too had burned.

So she stepped in to combat.

~~~~ Flickering Flames Remembered What is an assassin? But someone who kills. One death, then another, then another. The blood washes over the blade, the hands, the soul. It changes one. No matter if that death is justified.

An assassin is never truly done. No matter how removed from that life they have become. If there is one never to cross it is the assassin. The next is the warrior. crossing someone who is both. You will be lucky to leave with your life. Byron Druconis, had never been that lucky. Hera looked at him now, the form the specter of war had taken on. Hunched over already bleeding. She was no longer the same woman she had been all those years ago when she had walked in to his formal office while the guild house burned behind her. She was stronger now than she had ever been.

Alfirin had cut a burning line in his flesh. Meneluin had scored him along the back of his leg. He had tried and failed to use that gun on her once more. Now it lay a melted pile of molten metal in the green grass.

Bryon was hunched over , coughing up blood from a well placed kick across his jaw. When he looked up at her and started to rise he held another weapon. A dagger. He had never been the best at hand to hand combat. But as he rose she saw his form and face shift, to take on that of another fallen member of the once mighty band of assassins. Carica Rhiamon, master of all things you could throw as a weapon. Daggers had been her favored thing. She looked as she had, short cropped green hair, eyes like daggers themselves.

I had killed her with a poison dart, and done it with flare. The memory was not one I minded having. That dagger flew, a lesser warrior might have been caught by it but not Hera Fyre. ~~~~~ Done, Not Over

Hera knelt on the grass. She spat blood from her mouth and looked up to the fog that surrounded her.

She had never guessed she would see so many old ghosts. Perhaps it had been a long time coming. Rising slowly to her feet. She knew she was alone. At last alone. No ghosts or specters came through the fog. Theghosts of the past were gone. She had fought them and survived. Taking a deep breath Hera felt a moment of peace.

Her body was bloody, but wounds would heal. Around her the fog stayed, yet she could hear the sounds of battle. The clash of blades, the call to magic. Hera stood there alone, and swore for a moment she heard Jade scream. "You have done well, Hera Fyre daughter of great Haloisi ."Hera turned,looking for the voice.

"Be at ease."There standing in the fog, was a woman. She was dressed in gray robes. "I mean you no harm." Hera looked to her, she was slight of stature. Her skin was tan. When the hood of the cloak she wore was dropped Hera was shocked. She had heard much of the woman known as Cala. But had never seen her, nor met her.

"Your Cala." The woman nodded. "You are wise. Yes, I am Cala." There was a scream, then the sound of magic, that pieced the fog. "The battle wages on, for the others, yet be at ease. Not many will fall. And those that do, shall be remembered for all time."

"We were told you were gone. Why don't you stop this?" "I can not. It is the realms destiny. " "Destiny is cruel." "Yes, sometimes. But at the end of all this one and all shall come to see it was for the better. Take my hand, I will allow you to see what only Shea has fully seen."

Hera took a step forward and with out a second thought touched her palm to Cala's. Hera felt the utter power that ebbed through the woman. She saw flashes of the battle, of her closest friends and allies. Of those who had already fallen. Then of the grim future that would await them all should this battle never have come.

She stood with Jade at her side. The lupine stood in her half human half wolf form.Beside them stood Aiden and Sira. Before them a mass of graves. All with names she knew. They were battled forged, and blood soaked. Yet some how Hera knew, they were all that was left. Turning in the vision she saw GreenStone Castle bathed in darkness and fire.

When Hera opened her eyes again she was kneeling before Cala. "This is what must happen, Shea saw that end as you did. All lost, few to remain. The kingdom gone. It is less you all will loose now."

"My memories." Hera let out a low sob. "It will be up to Shea, as to what you recall. But know this, even if you recall everything, nothing will change. Though you may see those you knew in Rhydin. They will never know you, even if you know them. Your destiny lies with another Hera Fyre. " Cala took a step back. " Rest now, you will need your strength in the days to come."

Hera stayed there kneeling in the grass, the fog wavered and Cala was gone. Then there was a call through the fog. "Atara!" That was Aiden's voice. Between Blood and Fog

Hera Fyre had seen much in battle and war.

Hell Hera Fyre had caused much in battle and war.

But it had been a long time sense she felt helpless.

Standing there on the edge of the fog as it drifted away looking in at the slight wind mage. Shea floating there in mid air. She was bloody, beaten, starring off in to the beyond with a gaze of pure silver that even made Hera shiver. It was just too eerie.

"Shea!" Hera beat her fists upon the magical barrier that kept her from rushing to the mages side. A moment ago, Hera had felt such deep pain but now, there was this peace. This utter peace even as she starred at the broken wind mage.

There was no more pain. No more wonder if that lover, friend, or ally had fallen in battle, only sure known peace that all was well. Attention turned again to the fallen warriors.

Attention turned to Shea. The elements that wiped about her.

As the others came to stand there at that barrier. Hera could see their wounds, but they seemed to pay them no heed. Salice cried for her sister, Aiden shouted. Jade had come limping up and stood there looking utterly defeated. No matter how they shouted Shea did not hear them, nor seem to even see them. No matter how they pounded on the barrier it did not give way.

The elements that had been dancing there forged each in to its own sword, made of that element. One each for wind, water, earth and fire. Each of the four elemental swords floated around Shea. Another was forged then of the spirit of the realm. Two more then forged one made of pure darkness, one of pure light. They floated there, each pulsing with pure power. Seven elemental swords conjured by the magic of the realm.

Then one by one each sword fused together. The first four of the elements, wind,water,earth and fire and spirit became one great sword. The last two of darkness and light fused together, then became one with the great sword forged of the elements. Now the one great sword floated before the mage. "What in the hell?" Hera looked to Jade who leaned heavily on to her left leg. Then to the horrified Aiden and Salice who stood there watching. They could do nothing.

Hera looked back unable to tear her eyes away from Shea. Ten it happened. That sword forged of the elements spun up and dove in to Shea's breast. "NO!" Aiden pounded on the barrier and he was not alone. Hera beat her fire born fist tot it. Jade raked her claws across it. Little drop lets of water danced down the invisible shield as Salice threw all her magic at it, yet still it did not waver.

The others had gathered and pounded on it with everything they had, yet it did not break. "Atara!" Aiden cried. He beat on the barrier, his hand bloody. "Shea!" Hera cried out and noted that Jade joined her in the call.

"Seler!" Salice voice was joined by Shavyn's. But none of them could do anything. They stood helpless on the outside of tha barrier that held them at bay. ~~~~ On a Wing and A Prayer

Hera knelt looking down at the figure who lay in the grass. Blood soaked,battle worn. So small. Hera had never judged Shea by her height, as most could and often did. The elfess was short and slight, and thus most would look upon her as see a fragile thing.

Hera had seen beyond it all. Ever before she trusted the elf with her life. Now kneeling there while others begged for Shea's life to be saved. Hera thought the elf looked very small indeed.

Radella stood looking older than Hera had ever seen her look. Aiden wept in the grass. Salice and Shay's tears ran freely. Beside her Hera saw Jade give her a glance.

The had both known war and battle for a long time. Both had seen so much bloodshed. This was the cost of battle.

"I can not." Radella said with a solemn look. "Radella, she will die."Salice pleaded as well, tears streaked the queen's face.

"It is her destiny to die. Shea knew the costs." The elder looked upon Shea. "She knew far more than she told any of you. She had foreseen great death in this battle."

"Its true. Cala came to me." Hera stated, her mouth felt dry and gritty, she tasted blood upon the tip of her tongue. "She came to me as well." Jade muttered softly. Hera spared a glance to the lupine. Then looked back to the fallen Shea.

"We need to take her to the counsel house to the healing room. I will tend to her wounds." That was all the wise woman could offer. There was a few slow nods and Jade, Aiden, and Hera lifted the fallen mage off the bloody ground and walked with her between them.

As Hera backed out of the healing room, she felt the pain of the loss.

Shea's loss. Hera shook her head and slowly let down her hair. How much loss could they all bare? Shea had died before, and been brought back. Yet this time it seemed very different. Magic was powerful, but perhaps not that powerful.

As the fire elf stepped outside she saw Jade standing against a tree. The rest of the alliance was there..Hera blinked. Someone was missing. She lifted her hand to the pendant at her neck. The feeling flashed away as soon as it came. Salice stood with Shay. Aiden with his arms tightly around Mila.

They waited. Hera walked slowly over to Jade. " What did she say to you?"ade looked over to Hera. Even in battle worn mode the fire elf was still lovely and fierce to behold. "She sent in a messenger first. Elear."

Hera leaned softly beside the lupine. The name didn’t ring any bells with her.

"He was an ally of mine, long ago, and long dead. She was there then. I thought at first it was Shea. Yet then I saw her fully. I could barely get off the ground." She looked now to her bound leg. "She said that she was not there to hurt me, she told me the battle for me was done. She gave me a choice.."Jade rubbed the side of her head. "I don't remember what it was.." She shook her head, there was something missing. " Then suddenly it was like she was gone. I heard Aiden's cry and then I saw Shea."

Hera nodded softly. " I thought it was Shea too, when Cala came to me. That same essence of power. She told me I had done well. To be at ease. She spoke of the realms but.." Hera ran her hand through her hair. "There’s something missing..some part of what she said that I cant recall." Jade nodded. "Powerful magic's.""She came and went so quickly. I felt a moment of peace. Then I saw Shea."

Jade sighed. "We both have seen enough war to know that Shea may never come back. Even with all her power, what happened out there." She lowered her eyes to the ground. "It was like nothing I have ever seen or felt."

Hera agreed a bit silently. Looking back towards the counsel house she could only hope and pray.

~~~~~~ Process of Healing

Passage of Time

How does an assassin mark the passage of time?

Hera had often wondered if she had been born mortal, if she would have seen so much come to pass. Would she have known the powerful friends and allies she now knew. Would she have loved and lost and some how remained standing tall.

She recalled every moment of the battle, every moment before it. Those they had lost to magic and those who has passed on. Though she had been told she would forget, she recalled everything.

Sitting again outside the great counsel chambers looking up and the waxing moon, Hera wondered how many more moons would pass before the mage who lay still as cold death within those walls awoke?

Would Shea awake at all? And why did Hera recall everything? Rising to her feet she walked towards the building and inside. Stopping when she heard Radella and Jades voices as they carried."I remember." Jades voice was firm, yet there was that pitch to it that had those undercurrents of, wonder and fear. " I remember everything." Hera could almost see Radella rising, crossing to the lupine.

"Shea came to me. She spoke of the battle, the war." Jade continued."She came to me and told me everything, showed me. So many would have died, so many. Its gone, all of it. What do I do with this knowledge?"

Hera wondered the same damn thing? How do you let go, when you recall everything as if it were yesterday?

"Take a moment Jade, take a breath. I was Shea's choice to take on so much. In time when or if she wakes, we may come to understand why it happened. But for now. Grieve and forget. Your not the first to come to me. Salice and Shay recall much as well. It seems the power has deemed a few to recall and others to mourn, forget and be at peace." Radella's voice was so even, so easy.

"Well that explains a lot." Hera picked that moment to walk in. "Yes, the power was gifted.We were gifted the lives of many others." Radella was solemn. The sons had been take, some would recall other would not. Radella could not imagine Hera's pain, yet the assassin wore no look of it on her face.

"But not everyone." Jade added. "No. It is not the first time. I believe this has happened before, long ago. It is what tore Sim'Tahl and Crendia from us, it also tore other realms from us and gave us access to places like Rhydin." Radella explained.

Jade slowly sat and Hera crossed to sit beside the lupine. "It is odd. I recall everything, yet I feel no pain over it. ""At peace." Jade added in. "Yes. That is the way it is supposed to be. You both said Cala came to you in the battle field. That can only mean you both have a larger part to play here and in the realms as a whole. What was taken from you will never be replaced, but there is a future for you both."

Radella slowly sat beside them.

"Does she stir at all?" The lupine looked to the closed doors ahead of her. "No. She breathes, and her heart beats. But nothing more. Her wounds have healed, even where the elemental blade pierced her heart. Yet still she does not wake. She took the blow for us, for the realms. I can not say what could be happening in the realm we lost. I can no longer feel it or those we knew who went there by choice or who were taken back there by magic. They are no longer in my visions..no longer apart of us."

Jade lifted the alliance pendant. "How is Sira?""She morns the loss of her love, Damien was lost in battle, and that she will never forget. Mila and Kulbin are with her. She will heal, in time. We all shall." She titled her head to the right to the sound of a low cry. She rose slowly.

"What will you do?" Hera asked softly. Wondering how the wise woman carried on so well.

"I will do as I always have, tend to my family. I feel his loss, though I know he is alive. One day his children may know him, but even if they do not. I will tell them of him, as if he died in battle. They are my children, and a gift to Edhel Ndor. Future seers." She smiled softly then walked away towards the sound of her daughter crying.

Jade sat back and looked to Hera. " You've been back to Rhydin." Hera nodded, smirking softly. That city brought her more solace than any where else of late."I saw Issy, walked around, let myself be there."

Jade nodded, soon she would return to the forsaken city as well, but not yet. "Next time you go, I'll tag along."

Hera nodded sitting back looking off in to space. Hera knew she would go back to Rhydin soon, tonight maybe or tomorrow.

So This is how you heal

There were somethings Hera Fyre could not forget, and somethings she could never forgive.

With the breeze at her back she stood on the roof top of the inn. She slid her bow, Morthond across her back and looked out to the city. Waiting on the edge was her strong suit. She had been waiting for days, for any news. Now back in the city she had returned to her old fold and the ways she had almost forgotten.

The day was warm and thus she needed no jacket. She had daggers along her belt,and there was no sign of her commonly seen double blades. Walking along the roof top she scanned the near by street below and the roof tops that spanded beyond. Like a hunter who sought prey. Seeing nothing,sensing nothing Hera walked to the edge of the roof and jumpped down to the street below.

What was it about this city? The ebb and flow of it. Hera cast her eyes off towards the place she knew she would end up sooner or later. Tucked away in tot he cliffs beyond. Sanctuary.

Looking back a the inn Hera shrugged. It would be quite within. Shifting on a heel she turned and headed up the porch steps and to the door which she opened with ease before heading in to the common room.

She was uneasy sitting around Edhel Ndor. Waiting for battle. She wasn't the only one, she had seen the lovely lupine within the city as well. Jade had her own tasks at hand. Hera wanted to keep busy until more word came. She idly touched the necklace at her neck and gazed around the inn as she walked in. A glance around was given. A smirk as she knew it would be quiet. Walking towards the bar, she deiced on something to drink would suit her before she headed out to see old friends.

Slipping through the break in the bar and heading right to the cooler Hera opened it and dug out the first cold item she found. It wouldnt have mattered to her if it was soda or beer. Popping the cap off on the side of the bar, cyan eyes took in the commons before she took a sip. Root Beer. Just as well.

Drowning ones sorrows never helped. But a good hard whiskey never hurt. Not tonight. No tonight shed have a bit of a sugar rush then go pick off riff raff down on the docks or head for the darker side of the west end.

This was healing. This was her style of healing. ~~~~~~ Lost or Found

Hera could understand reckless abandon. There were times where she wanted nothing more than to forget her oath, her promise and all her allies and just be.

But never had she known Shea to be like that.

But now Shea was missing. Her body gone from the healing room in Edhel Ndor. Taken? Or just gone? Hera had a hard time believing that Shea would just wake up and leave. It wasn't the mages way.

But then Shea had been through so much. Death could change a person. Hera knew that. So now Hera was on the hunt, off through the city. Laying ground work to find the mage. She told those who knew Shea to keep an eye out. She even called in Liam.

Some how his behind by her side for this meant more to her than anything had in so long. He didn't know Shea, had never met her. Yet there he was willing and able to be there look for her and even calm Hera down when she needed it.

Now that so many allies knew Shea was missing the hunt had begun.

"She's not at the docks." Jade waited in the shadows looking to Hera and Liam. They made a good pair, a good solid alliance there forged out of other alliances. Jade could smile at it.

They all needed healing. Maybe Shea had awoken and just left. Maybe she needed to sort things out in her own way. But they would look for her still. "We'll try by The Sanctuary." Hera offered.

Jade nodded. "I'll try the woods."

"Check in later." Jade had only nodded tot hat and walked off for the woods. The Lupine had her own methods Hera supposed. But tension was high. "We will try the Sanctuary see if anyone's seen her. Then I suppose we can canvas the rest of the city."

Liam kept quiet. If they were meant to find her friend they would. But sometimes you just needed to get gone. ~~~~ Price of Peace

The moment she sensed the mage Hera was headed back to Edhel Ndor. It made sense that Shea would go there. How many times would that place be her spot? There at the base of the great GreenStone mountains, Shea should have died. More than once.

Now the mage sat there looking very small indeed and wrecked beyond all measure. Hera could almost feel the pain, the loss, it bled from Shea like a wound. "It is a gift, not a curse." Hera spoke. When Shea's eyes opened, that cast of silver glance with no pupil. Hera felt the power. Shea seemed almost surprised to see the assassin.

Hera crossed over and sat beside Shea. Knowing the mage was trying to find a way to heal. But coming up short. The lupine was there then, in the wood. It made sense that Jade would find the mage as well. Maybe now was the moment Shea needed.

"Life is a gift, is that what you mean?" Shea smirked at Hera. And Hera saw that look in those silver eyes, as if Hera was insane, talking of life as a gift, for she who took life with a flare of fire. But it was never truly easy.

"It can be. You bare many wounds, ones that have healed from flesh and bone. But ones far deeper. Your not alone in this. We bare the weight as well. I know it was not your intent that we do, but it was the will of the power, the will of some god or goddess."

"I am not ready. I said that I was. That I was ready for all this, the power and the pain. That I was ready to give it up, to recall it all and let it go."

"We may never be ready." Jade looked over to Shea then to Hera. They shared a sisterhood, deeper than blood now.

"But we are here. We stand together. Women of a new alliance. The realms left will not fall, and we will not forsake our friends, what's left of our family."

"Looking at them.." Shea looked to the trees. " At our children, reminds me so..."

Jade nodded. "I understand that.""It is no easier for me, but somehow it is. To let him be dead, gone." "The memories are like knives." Shea hung her head.

"Then do what we must do." The voice was Radella's. The elder stood beyond the three of them."We bare the wounds of those who do not know what was. Our children can not. I have spoken with Salice and Shay. They do not bare the weight that we do. Salice does not recall any of it, nor Shay. They shall be fine. Even with the losses they bared. But we who recall live with it, in the faces of our children. They bare his eyes, or his hair color. They bare a memory. There is a place they could go. I could tell the other women about it as well, have many if not all the children go. A place where they will learn and be taught, where their gifts will be nurtured and brought to bare. They would be safe there. The very young could stay here, or go as well."

There was a moment. A pause. A mothers thought of sending her child away that gripped like cold fingers on the heart. But Hera knew she would do it, with out pause if the choice was hers.

"I'll do it." Jade spoke. "They need it, they need to be children. As I love them so. They need to go.""Will Salice send Dalryn and Lona?" Hera asked Radella. The Queen recalled none of what they did, but it would be good for the other children to go.

"The Queen thinks on it now, though she knows nothing of the man she lost nor the child she lost with him. Shay also considers sending Kaleigh. Your son and Mila think on sending Amaleigh and Adaron. I am sending my twins. They have gifts, gifts that will grow. And in time. We shall be able to put behind us what was. We all will love again. Some of us very deeply."

Shea nodded. "Do it." Radella nodded. "I shall tell the others. And help prepare the children for the journey." Radella was gone then.

Shea took a deep breath. It was a breath of a woman on the edge, stepping back.Jade wrapped her arm about the mages shoulders. Hera leaned in a bit closer. She did not have to make the same choice, hers had been made for her.

"It will be better." Jade offered. "You should go home Shea, see your sisters, your son."Shea nodded. "Yes, I know. I do not feel as if I am the same woman I was when we all set out for war."

"We are not the same." Hera said softly. "Blood and death change you. Jade and I know that better than most. But you can rise above it, we all can. It will take time. Much time even. But it can and will be done."

Shea offered them a slight smile. "Go on." Hera looked to the woods. Shea nodded and was gone in the next moment. ~~~~ The castle was whole and good. It stood as a reminder that even in battle and war it had stood.

Hera watched Shea as the mage wandered about. The children were being gathered. Packed and ready for their journey to save haven. Hera could stand and watch and feel nothing even if she felt everything.

There were no tears this time. For the battle was over. Looking up to the old embattlements she saw Shea, standing in the winds that seemed to always surround her one way or the other. The mage had helped Mina pack, had kissed her and her grand children goodbye. Jade had hugged her girls and sent them off.

It was better. It was. Even if Hera knew if it was her, shed feel a bit stricken. But it wasn't her, shed been spared that by some act of god or goddess. And for all her faults, she did not mind it.

Looking down the way as Radella ushered the children along, with the knights at her side. Hera could only take a breath. Change was in the wind. ~~~~~ Change. It was something Hera knew well enough.

She could roll with the punches. Her life had demanded it.

Now things were back to what they were, or as close as they would get. They had all hung on to hope and it had turned out well. Shea was back,and as alive as the rest of them. Even if Hera knew the woman was forever changed. They all were. In the time where they had waited, things had shifted.

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FINALE “#PerceptionIsReality” - Richie

Ruthie

I had to change my vote to Emmott because he was all over the place, I adore him so much though and I hate that mine and Alex's plan got messed up because of my big mouth about Lena's idol, rip me. </3

Ruthie

I FELT THIS COMING. I really hope Alex and Nicole win, I was so right about taking them to final 3. PLEASE WIN YOU GUYS. <3

Emmott

when you create enough paranoia and drama.... people play idols for you :-) THAT WAS THE WORST THING IN THE WORLD LITERALLY LIKE 10 MINUTES BEFORE TRIBAL LENA AND RICHIE ARE LIKE "come vote ruthie" and SO RUTHIE IS LITERALLY MY MUM AND I GENUINELY LOVE HER! she is the sweetest human being to ever graced the planet!!!!! lena and richie have promised me f3, and i am sticking to that LIKE SUPER GLUE! BUT if they break it, the will hear from my laywer!!!!!!!!! THIS IS CRAZY I CAN'T BELIEVE IM HERE. i think the jury hates me a lot, but i think i can swing enough votes at the end against lena and richie to maybeeee have a shot? omg im so shook i cant even explain it

Lena

Honestly I am at a loss for words right now... I cannot believe Richie, myself, and Emmott blindsided Ruthie. Alex had immunity otherwise it would have been him. But we have to make sure Alex doesn't win this next challenge... We have to. I was just talking to Ruthie and Nicole about a final 3 earlier today but then I realized, to get Alex.. we have to get Ruthie out too. I thought Nicole and Ruthie were extremely close but they apparently weren't.. I wish I had known that, because I could have just approached Nicole and saved my idol for next time. I have a chance at winning this game now as long as Alex is next to go.. I can't believe I beat my Palawan placement, though. I am in a total state of shock over this.

Emmott

HOW DID I END UP WORKING WITH LENA OMG WHAT A QUEEN I LOVE HER SO MUCH RIGHT NOW!!

Alex

This is so fucking ugly Lena, you can go and fuck yourself.

Richie

i did........ that http://68.media.tumblr.com/0cb56c37723d7349c4e2f9ee90ac112e/tumblr_of3p98IyeO1vzwwmeo2_250.gif it was like 30 minutes before the vote and ruthie said that she was on call with emmott earlier and something inside me just... light up... ruthie and alex were playing the jury so hard and i wasnt going to just sit there and let it happen.... so i went to lena and was destroyed alex and ruthie's game and just went for it i was like fuck it if this goes bad at least im making a move to try and better myself and i just told lena how ruthie was the glue bc of her relationship with nicole and her relationship with alex so if we went to final 5 with those 3 we would be fucked and i just kept emphasizing how crucial of a role ruthie has played in every relationship in this game and lena 15 minutes before the vote was in lena said "Hear me out, okay? I think we should vote for Ruthie...." and i was like http://68.media.tumblr.com/f0127660609c51a34bdfa74033903285/tumblr_of3pd5e6Md1vzwwmeo7_250.gif so that was amazing but then lena followed that statement by saying "I have a plan....... and an idol" and it was like the gates of heaven opened and i saw the light that this was actually going to happen i actually pulled this off and huge shout out to lena bc whew!!!!!!! this was super hard bc the family alliance was such a great thing personally and strategically and i loved every moment of working as a group but fuck it sucks that that was the move i felt had to be done..... now i have to deal with the clean up which is nahhhhhhhht gonna be pretty but whew it was exciting ;)

Nicole

WHEW. OKAY. THIS HAS BEEN A CRAZY ROUND AND I HAVEN'T MADE A CONFESSIONAL IN FOREVER SO HERE IT GOES. Ruthie was my #1 in this game, she is so sweet and honestly one of my favorite people in this community! BUT, she did have a really good game and I can see why people would want her out. Anyway, I don't know where I stand all I know is the immunity being Maverick Bird literally stressed me tf out and I'm glad it was changed to endurance

Alex

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Alex

Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to mourn the passing of Ruthie Motta, who was tragically voted out exactly one (1) round before I was planning on doing it, how dare you Lena, you stole my kill So. Uh. Last night was a time. Good news, flushed the idol! Bad news, Ruthie died. So, uh, that really sucks. And it's mostly because I wasn't around so now I feel like I'm on the bottom all of a sudden. I feel like I had so much I wanted to say about this and now I don't have any of it any more. It sucks. This sucks. Ruthie and I have been together this whole game, 32 days. And now she's gone, and I...I don't know who to lean on, who I can talk to, who I can even trust at this point. Does Richie want me out next? Does Lena? Is Nicole really still with me or is she about to drive a bus over me? The Family's dead, and without Immunity, I don't know how to pick up the pieces. I don't know how to talk to Lena without wanting to shout at her. I just...I don't know. I'm adrift, and I'm not giving up, but it's...it's gonna be a new game now. And every round from here on in. I'm much less confident about making the end than I was before.

Alex

Welcome, ladies and gentlemen and variations thereupon, to Alex's last stand. I thought I would have had that Immunity, but obviously Lena and Richie wanted to make sure I didn't have it, and it worked. Congrats to them. The only thing I can do now is throw myself on their mercy and point out what a jury threat Emmott is. Do I believe it? Not necessarily. But I'm not wrong that he has a couple votes on lockdown, regardless of who else is there, in Issy and Aren. The only thing I can do is sell that I just want to make 4, that Nicole and I aren't together, and that Emmott needs to go now. Will it work? Maybe. But Richie & Lena hold my life in their hands, and I hate that. I hate not having any control at all. In some ways it's my fault because I burned my bridges sufficiently with Emmott to the point that I'm not getting shit from him, but that's also on him too. I wish I had more to say here, but I don't. It's not up to me anymore. It's all on them.

Richie

its been like 2 days since the last tribal council where me and lena did THAT and i'm still not over how simultaneously iconic and heartbreaking of a move that was... ruthie is the epitome of genuine kindness and alex is someone i have enjoyed having a genuine connection with since day 1 so betraying them sucks but like also its a game and what i did and what me and lena pulled off.... whew!!!!!!!! i knew that alex was going to feel super betrayed and go HARD af in this immunity challenge and i am an endurance flop, i love sleep it's my #1 priority, but like i knew i wanted this win and my body hates me but i somehow pulled out a win so holy shit im going to final 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://68.media.tumblr.com/73479bdb2a4e827a39fa094ecc4d5759/tumblr_of3p41DFQy1vzwwmeo4_250.gif but let's be real yeah i'm happy and all but of course it wouldnt be a richie confessional without a Meltdown™so lets just jump right into the spiraling :D i dont know what to do.... lmao... how many times have i said that in this game? but literally i don't know what to do britney_spears_"shocking".jpg.... voting out alex is the obvious thing to do right now because me/lena/emmott just formed a final 3, alex is capable of winning immunity if he stays around, and from the start of this game everyone has pegged alex as this huge threat whos in control of this game and since #PerceptionIsReality if thats what people on the jury have been saying if he gets to the end that perception could hand him the win even if theres some bitter jurors who dont like him.... buuuuuuut if he leaves there goes my meat shield like if he's in final 4 NO ONE is going to take him to final 3 so its like a guaranteed all eyes on him as the target and i can slip right into the finale.. if he's gone these of 3 might look at me and think i'm a threat and im fucked because i cant deflect but if i keep him around as a meat shield and he wins final 4 immunity im fucked too so its like..... UGHHHh http://68.media.tumblr.com/8fc26ad4738d3292b68f2e6cf5195ec7/tumblr_of3ougvqUC1vzwwmeo5_250.gif

Alex

I gave it my best go. It just wasn't enough. They've shut off the side of themselves that would respond to my emotional pleas. It's cold, but I understand. It's the right move for them, strategically. I can't fault them there. I just can't pretend it doesn't hurt. We had this. No, fuck that. I had this. I was so close I could taste it. I've never been that close. But I made one mistake and it all spiraled. I don't regret how I played. I can't. I don't know what I could have done better. I'm tearing up now, sorry. I'll get over it, I know. Eventually.

Lena

I cannot believe everything has gone off without a hitch. Ruthie went. Alex went. I actually believe I have a chance at winning this game. Even if I don't, I want it to be Richie and Nicole sitting with me at the end and they both have played wonderful games. I'm at a loss for words right now, I cannot believe I made it this far.

Richie

http://68.media.tumblr.com/a1c42de3eca8896fdcf68bd083a2a0b8/tumblr_ogtaabu79Y1vzwwmeo8_r1_250.gif so i voted out alex at the last tribal council which killed me as a person bc i was still not over voting out ruthie and then to vote out the other person in the alliance that i loved being a part of…. that sucked!!!!!!!!!!!! but i did it because i knew that letting alex get to the end was handing the jury someone that they had been talking up all game and i couldnt do it…. and he told me that he would throw the f4 immunity challenge if i didnt vote him out he just didnt want emmott to get to the end and i said that he was too much of a game player to mean that and i voted him out because i thought that i could take out emmott at f4 bc he has votes locked in but here we are in the final 4 and emmott has immunity and im just………. im fucked and it sucks because it means that there’s a good chance i’m getting voted out and if somehow i magically mist my way into staying this week theres an equally good chance that i won’t win this game with emmott having friends on the jury so its like…. fuck dude im an end justifies the means type of person and i played hard and i fucked over everyone in this game and its very very likely that it was all for nothing http://68.media.tumblr.com/d70acd9f7d12febd8c49717661e19834/tumblr_ogtaabu79Y1vzwwmeo6_r1_250.gif

Emmott

I FUCKING MADE IT TOO FTC AND I WON AN IMMUNITY CHALLENGE WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON RIGHT NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL IT TOOK WAS A NEW IDENTITY AND 4 SEASONS TO GET THERE THIS B*STON R*B TEAS AAAHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!! honestly this is the worst game i've ever played and i honestly don't think i'd have a shot at winning if i was up against another 4 people winning is such an amazing concept tho and my game is trash so i guess the rule is you don't put a bumper sticker on a bently sooooo i will probs lose BUT I THINK I HAVE A SHOT BECAUSE THESE 3 ARE ... ????!!! NOT great??!! nicole was a goat lena peaked really late and was innactive af. all she did was play the idol on me which could have been her stupidest move idk?????? richie i am worried tho. he was a kinda goat this entire game and people might vote for him if they were REALLLYYY SALTY AT ME and i have a feeling fawz might hate me i think i have ruthie, issy and aren's vote but the rest i'd really have to give it a shot and put myself out there. when alex left he said "the last time i vote for you. and that's a promise" lIKE DOES THAT MEAN HE WONT VOTE FOR ME AT FTC ??????? IM CONFUSED i think i can maybe get ci'eres vote or jay's IDK im realy fucking stressed coz i wanna win so bad but i think people are gonna be salty coz i flipped on that fawz bullshit but like ???????? its there own fucking faults! if they added me to their alliance and ACTUALLY TRIED making an effort with me it might be different??? people management GOALS <3 <3 <3 <3 but then i can't say that in my Q&A with the jurors coz I NEED THEM TO LIKE ME so i might try it in a real passive aggresive way coz like its there fault i flipped so dont be fuckwits to me i just really hope people are forgiving, COZ I THINK I HAVE A SHOT!!!

this is also the worst possible final 4 to go with because they're all almost always OFFLINE !!!!!

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Richie

i’m either literally voting myself out of the game tonight or making a move that will guarantee me a spot in the f3 and there’s no way of knowing which it’s going to be until the votes are read so http://68.media.tumblr.com/e23df711439b4fc6670037aadf007dea/tumblr_ogtaabu79Y1vzwwmeo5_r1_250.gif i’m really mad at nicole bc she’s in a great position right now and i’m not and i dont like when other people do well.. like ya i like her and good for her being in a powerful position in this game but its rude and i hate it because i want to be that person so its ugly!!!!! nicole came to me and told me that she went to lena saying to vote me out and i was like interesting….. because if lena wasn’t going to go along with that plan she would have come to me and ratted nicole out to ensure that i vote out nicole so i was like hmmm okay…. so the plan right now that i’m taking a gamble on is that emmott votes nicole, lena votes me, i vote lena, and nicole is the deciding force on who goes home and i hate it like all of this could be a lie from nicole to pit me and lena against each other so that we vote for the other one and she stays safe and gets to choose who she goes to the end with, frankly its genius and if this were a different situation i would this theory to lena and turn her against nicole so we would vote out nicole 3-1 however i feel like i have a better shot at getting more votes sitting next to nicole than i do sitting next to lena so its like i could come in 4th from trying and failing the 2-1-1 plan or come in 3rd by voting out nicole 3-1 so i’m hoping if the 2-1-1 plan succeeds and nicole doesnt vote me out i have a shot at trying to secure some votes in the jury and thats all i want…… THIS IS LITERALLY KILLING ME I HATE THIS SO MUCH!!! pretty much this entire game up until 24 hours ago i havent been in a position where i truly felt like i was even remotely in danger of being voted out and now that i’m here staring at my own mortality it……..isn’t fun? i’m hopeful that i’m staying tonight i’ve been working on nicole telling her how much i want to go to the end with her and also telling her i was going to vote for lena in the end (oops lmao) but im a realistic person so i’m not expecting to stay so if i leave tonight and become the final juror to my fellow players sorry i backstabbed and lied to yall for no reason lmao and to the 2 people cheering me on in the vl im sorry to have failed you http://68.media.tumblr.com/5a88f6553fb76a93d3627ae16a5fc278/tumblr_ogtaabu79Y1vzwwmeo7_r1_250.gif && with that… richie OUT! (?????????)

Richie

A MOTHERFUCKIIIINGGGGG TIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I caaaaaaaaan't go on like this FUCK I want to make it to final 3 so bad but this tie breaker is literally made for Lena to win I'm a literal ball of anxiety that cracks under pressure and she's a fucking speed typer who has found an idol from getting a clue and going to a page so like... I'm doomed but I'm trying to remain positive and not go in with a defeated mindset because then I'll definitely lose but fuck Ive tried so hard and got so far and in the end it doesn't even matter bc I can see my game ending because of emmott and being stupid and a slow typer and I HATE IT UGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH http://68.media.tumblr.com/3fd3702c9cdf15d2ac464436c8be0dbb/tumblr_oelryngZFq1vzwwmeo4_250.gif whewwwww okay positive thoughts :) I am going to kick ass in this tie breaker, I want to win, I want to win this game bc if i dont then I singlehandedly destroyed my alliance that I loved and made it so we all lost but if I win that means that I'm a cutthroat strategist that did what I had to do to win so that's what I'm going to do :) :) :) :) :) :) ...........fucK

Emmott

nicole is literally so irrelevant and she thinks she's made it to the end because she got game. she is literally the worlds biggest GOAT AHAHAHAH omg what a hoe im sick of her. anyone would have taken her shes dead weight! she's made zero impact on this game like she can't even get an idol play right !!!!! don't come for me nicole because you have nothing to support yourself fuck off i hate this game and coz of that hoe im probs gonna lose and i get this is completely emotional and i shouldn't be fighting her in the tribe chat but i hate when unintellegent, dumb, naive, idiotic people act like they smart and got nerve. its my pet peeve. hate dumb people wow. have fun coming SECOND AGAIN HAAHAHAHAHAH

Emmott

LIKE I HATE THE SNARKINESS OF THESE IDIOTS that send memes and instigate fights and are sarcastic and ridiculous like they reckon they're all big online because they can send a shady meme WOW hope those shady memes get you thru life hun <3

Emmott

RICHIE FUCKING WON THE TIE I WANT TO DIE

Emmott

this final 3 is a mess....

Emmott

now im a fucking richole thirdwheel get me outta here

Richie

FUUUUUUCK!!!! AHHHH!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I JUST WON THE TIE BREAKER AND IM IN THE FINAL THREEE?!?!?! THAT WAS SO STRESSFUL FUCKKKK!!!!! http://68.media.tumblr.com/72c85b4a2d82c49580e83a8a74ce83a1/tumblr_of3p41DFQy1vzwwmeo6_250.gif I hate everything I'm so overwhelmed i was bored and stressed out so I facilitated?? drama between Nicole and emmott in the main chat while I waited for Lena to come back so that was the most fun I've had in this game in a while lmao but somehow not as exciting as winning the tie breaker!!!! i dont know why Nicole kept me because I was passionately trying to vote her out from like f8-f6 but okay cool im happy I didn't WHEW I can't believe this.... Now all that's left is the jury which scares me because I played a weird game like for a while it was intentionally UTR and trying to seem weak to the point where people may think I wasn't playing which could cost me but also looking back I played the middle and literally lied, back stabbed, and voted out every single person on the jury and I had a good social game but that could just make people feel more betrayed rather than being good jury management so I'm nervous and i dont know what approach to take with my speech should I be the unapologetic bitch or should I try to pretend to be likable lmao FUCK I love this game and hate everything about it at the same time it's truly wild richieWHEWWWWWWW these jury questions? fUCK... i wrote a long as jury opening bc hello youve seen my confessionals im obsessed with myself and cant stop talking and apparently that pissed people off bc of their own egos and i get that but also fuck you?????? like alex saying that i took credit for things i dont deserve when firstable BITCH a direct quote from my speech is "I felt grateful to be part of an alliance that worked so well together and functioned off of genuine teamwork I don’t want to take full credit bc it was truly a team effort for a good chunk of this game" and in how many of my confessionals did i talk about how much i loved being in the family and how its literally a team effort? i never once in this game genuinely took sole credit for anything HOWEVER... I'M the one thats here and i'm going to talk up my fucking game to get people to see that i played hard, yes i didnt make some of the moves alone but did i not still make those moves? the family is not trying to win this game I am so thats what i'm going to talk about me..... like i'm literally so annoyed i'm probably going to lose this game because going to come off as such a bitch in my answers but im pissed ofat alex and lena trying to bring me down just because of their own egos like yeah alex made moves and i didnt do the fucking ruthie vote alone but it happened because of ME, it wouldnt have happened without lena but it happened BECAUSE of me so i have those 2 saying that move isnt mine and then julia saying i was alex's sheep??? like fuck you?????? if i was alex's sheep he would be here still and he's not here because its called being in an alliance and working WITH someone and using their threat status as a shield and then cutting them so that youre the one thats at the end like literally i'm so annoyed i want to fight them ALLLLLLLLL... except ciere bc his question was actually really nice and it was the first time i felt validated and im emotional... like alex had 9 minutes of a video dedicated to dragging me and discrediting my game like F U C K Y O U ! !! ! ! !! ! ! ! !! ! (dear future players, i dont mean this personally but if you get a chance to vent so do i <3) UGHHHH I CANT BELIEVEEEEE i have to keep replaying this 9 minute video of me being dragged to filth which is 94% bullshit, yeah i may have talked myself up a little bit but its the fucking jury speech and im trying to win what the fuck do you want me to do be humble???? no! like if i went back in time and told 13 year old me that 10 years in the future i'd be broke, single, no job, living with my parents, and mentally ill i'd believe it because that part of my reality is realistic... if i went back in time and told 13 year old me that 10 years in the future that i was playing in an online version of the show survivor, yes that show that you watched like 5 years ago is somehow still on, in a CHAT ROOM with STRANGERS and in order to try and get these strangers to give you the NONEXISTENT prize you must watch a 9 minute video of someone from OHIO talk shit about you because of things you strategically said and did, 13 year old me would probably assassinate bill gates to make sure the internet DIED and that reality couldnt exist bceause FUCK!!!!!!!!! emI Deserved To Win: A New Musical ~ Coming Soon richiehttp://68.media.tumblr.com/f60a84f5748d15f8a1625f64c461082e/tumblr_of3p41DFQy1vzwwmeo7_250.gif http://68.media.tumblr.com/72c85b4a2d82c49580e83a8a74ce83a1/tumblr_of3p41DFQy1vzwwmeo6_250.gif http://68.media.tumblr.com/73479bdb2a4e827a39fa094ecc4d5759/tumblr_of3p41DFQy1vzwwmeo4_250.gif

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